Status: Fail
Just couldn’t seem to get into today at all. Didn’t help that I had no appetite all day and only had porridge for lunch. Coffee did nothing to help me at all.
Status: Success
Pretty good day overall, stayed calm regardless of what’s going on.
Prepping for my presentation on Wednesday which is actually pretty cool. Added a stupid feature to drush-docset so I can demonstrate it.
Status: Success!!!
Woke up next to Hannah and she was smiling, that’s a very nice way to start the day. Really looking forward into our house.
I’m still shattered from London but I’m coming round.
Status: Success-ish
Still so tired from London. Had a relaxing morning and afternoon though.
Hannah came over in the evening and we went for food and drinks which was great. Always feel positive when she’s around.
Status: fail
I’m so tired. London really kills me. It doesn’t help that my train was cancelled for the second time in a row.
I don’t really have much to say today, the only real positive was that I got to work on some static site search research and look into twig a bit more.
Status: Fail
Overall I think today was worse but I can’t put my finger on why, maybe I just wasn’t trying hard enough.
I think that various stresses throughout the day didn’t help.
Status: Fail
Today was the first day of Operation Positive. The challenge is to not to be negative in the aim of changing how I think.
It was a failure but that was to be expected and not a huge problem. Below are things from the day that are note worthy:
There’s a side of mental health that I haven’t openly talked about. That side is money. Not an easy thing to talk about.
When I went off work I was on full paid leave for the maximum amount of days, I then went on to statutory. Statutory didn’t even cover my rent so I blew through all my savings while I was off work.
This is an unpublished post that I’ve only just got round to posting.
I’m writing this 3 days before everyone finds out that I’ll be part of the Thursday keynote. Let me back track a bit.